Here I am, first day of maternity leave.
I got pregnant 4th month trying. This pregnancy has been worse than the first (didn't think that was quite possible). Nausea, migraines, bleeding. Ended up on a drip in hospital.
It's hard to believe I've made it this far. Four weeks left!!!
I'm getting nervous about the birth because I know how painful it is and I'm also dreading the first year. I know the extent of exhaustion, tension and anxiety that can come with a newborn baby.
I just keep telling myself I will never have to get pregnant again. Two kids is enough for J and me. Our family will be complete then.
I hope this one is healthy. That's all I really ask for. And that I survive and be able to look after my two precious little children.
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