Creativity block

Sometimes I wish there was no internet or TV. Then I would have to do something creative to entertain myself, rather than mindlessly absorb creative entertainment.

Stringing my heart

In love with Alexander Rybak's songs. Never liked the sound of violin until I heard him play.

If You Were Gone
If you were gone the moon would lose its brightness
Without your smile the finch would sing no more
And once in a while some waves would sigh with sadness
Remembering two lovers walking by the shore

If you were gone the days would all be pointless
And in the night I'd sing the song so blue
A song about spring and every happy moment
When I had all the time alone with you

But you're right here and nothing could be better
So take my hand and stay with me 'till dawn
And while the wind is playing with your sweater
I can't imagine life if you were gone...

If you were gone the world would lose its meaning
Without your love how could I smile again
And though the sun would always keep on shining
I'd never shine without my dearest friend

I wish...

If I had a magic wand, after wishing for infinite more wishes, I'd wish for all the clothes to iron themselves so I wouldn't have a growing mountain of them on top of the washing machine every week.

Heart waves

In a bubble of emotions
Blurred by overwhelmed senses
Can't focus
Can't think in a straight line

Will the windows of my heart clear up?
Will I see clearly again?
Or will the pink shadows
Wrapped around my mind
Remain unmoved forever

Vicarious living

Amy's got a boyfriend! I'm almost as excited as when J became my boyfriend (more than 5 years ago). He sounds really great and I can't wait to meet him!

J and I might be going out with them this Friday. I still haven't asked my grandma if she's ok looking after Sophie. I feel guilty for asking because she'll be looking after her till 6:30pm this Wednesday as Amy and I are going to a musical.

I've been feeling very blah today. Craving for something exciting. I still have to cook...

Teen Mom

I love Teen Mom. Haven't enjoyed a show that much in AGES! So many things I can relate to even though I was never a teen mom.

I am amazed how they can be so open in front of the cameras. Some people have no self-consciousness. I wish I was more like that.

New and Old

Should I blog more regularly? I might be motivated if I had more readers...

I've got a headache and a sore throat. J is studying. Amy is excited about a potential new relationship. It reminds me of the beginning of J and my relationship. The uncertaintly, the nervousness, the excitement...

Lately, I'm just annoyed with him. Little things he does bug me. Yet, I've never loved him more.